No Nuts- thats Nuts

 So recent events have led to me not being able to eat nuts anymore. Nuts, seeds, and popcorn. 

Now I love popcorn. Popcorn especially has an emotional connection for me. I associate popcorn with my father.  I lost my father 10yrs ago. I miss him. I am a daddy's girl. Nothing to argue there. 

I know I was the apple of his eye, the sunshine in his day, the favorite. I know it to be true. 

Now, he loved his popcorn, once maybe twice a week his would eat it. 

Now I just get this news, you suffer from diverticulosis and can't have popcorn.

well, that's just bullshit. Now of course, i read up on my newly developed illness, cuz I need to know other stuff, AND now I get all this conflicting information. 

Its ok to eat the nuts, it's not ok to eat the nuts.

Its ok to eat seeds. It's not ok to eat the seeds. 

Its ok to eat popcorn..... well now I'm like, do I want to eat it and just deal with consequences of my actions or should I make the adult decision to avoid the pain and suffering as last time.

Adulting sucks. Dieting sucks. Getting older sucks. 

Not Yours, But Truly

Dixie