420 day

 4/20

Well, I'm not going to pretend I don't like this date. But I really don't need a special day to enjoy some herbal healing. 

Some days i swear everyone is stoned. Like I feel like trying to talk to someone and explain a simple thing is just flying over their head. The stare from those blank eyes, and the nod of the head like, just stop talking because I'm not getting this look. It's annoying. 

But on other days, i give that same look, with slightly different reason. 

I will stare at you and nod my head but inside I just want the whole whatever you are talking about to just be done. Your manexplaining is drawn out and flawed. I already know what you want and how to get and it will take me all of 30 seconds to get it if you would just shut up and go the fuck away.

Now of course I would never tell or say this fuck off out loud, but you can damn well bet your ass it loudly screaming in my head. It's a group of little figures in my mind, marching in a circle holding up a sign with a giant FUCK OFF, SHUT UP, GO AWAY on them.

So, if you are a stoner, or part time stoner, or just a stress out day stoner, it's all ok by me. I used to be a heavy user, and then adulthood and parenthood changed that. Now my kids are grown, and my ass can do what i want. 

Now, I worked all day, came home and relaxed. Did a little herbal healing and was on my way to bed then my youngest child, who is 19yrs old decided to make chocolate chip cookies. It was like a little OMG how perfect. It was a great day. And the night ended on a high. 😄

NOT YOURS, BUT TRULY

*Dixie*